Thursday, November 17, 2005

pretty little package..that's my life

Often times I wonder when will I deal with some true hardships in life. Not this bullshit, I broke a fingernail or my toilet is clogged...Are there people that do not ever deal with hardships? Are there people like me that have their lives wrapped in a pretty little package ??

I mean, I did everything in order: Went to college, graduated, got married, got a decent job, bought a house, started having children, preparing for my future..blah, blah, blah... It's mundane. It's vanilla. It's boring at times. But I cherish it. It's a "pretty little package".

I have tried to live my life by making good choices that benefit me in the long run and in addition to all that, I have been blessed. I recognize that everything that's "workin' out for me" in my life is not all a result of my doing.

I feel for:

• The friend that lost her best friend in a drunk driving accident a few months ago
  
• The friend that cries from the depth of her heart because she has been unable to have a child that she so desperately wants
  
• The friend that lost her mother and deals with the memories and pain daily
  
• The friend that mis-carried the baby that she didnt realize how much she wanted until it was no more
  
• The friend who's marraige isnt perfect, but she's giving it her all
  
• The neighbor who lost her grandson to leukemia
  
• The friend that struggles to avoid drinking to excess everynight
  
• The friend who received the cancer diagnosis and she scared to death, but she wont admit it

How'd I end up with the "pretty little package"? How?
Posted by Random me :: 11:21 PM :: 1 comments

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